She loves you.
At my age and station in life, I don’t want the burden of an ongoing relationship that I have to nurture.
But, when I drop in on my own leisure, she drops everything and she devotes herself to me, as I devote myself to her.
Like I said, no sex, just like innocent puppy love. It’s a lot of fun, friendly, lighthearted. Mostly everything over the clothes like freshmen in high school. A place to go to watch TV, listen to music, eat a little food, and lock into each other. It’s a very lovely fulfilling experience.
When I need more than that, I don’t see her.